The worst thing in this existence is to not have been seen by the man who claimed to have loved me
You, loved me??
Seriously,do you know what love is?
Love is beyond a feeling
Love is a force
Love gives life
Love is beyond lust
Now do you get it?
True love reciprocates
True love intermingles
True love never hates
I deserve to know
Why you claimed to have loved me
When all I could ever feel was your hate
You bought me things
In attempts to satisfy my larger than life soul
You never knew ME!!!
The worst thing in my existence is when you claimed your love for me when you haven’t a clue as to what love is
I asked you for one thing
It wasn’t material
You knew you wouldn’t give it
So you played me
‘Til the day I woke the hell up!
You’re a careless soul
Cruising through life
You drop people and shatter them into a billion bits
You trample them as on a trampoline
People for you are mere objects
The kindnesses of the cruel are oh so cruel
Your kind deeds are always from the dark side
Rendering them null and void in heaven’s bank account
And my whole world didn’t stop because you caused me to stumble
Stumble I did, and for you, I didn’t fall
For I knew who you were from day one
I’d seen you before in all the old, haunted places of my broken past
I chose you because all I knew was broken
And I figured you couldn’t break what was already shattered
I am strong…me you couldn’t scatter
So the worst thing in my existence is having chosen to live with the ghosts from my past;
All of which you so well embodied
EVA SANTIAGO copyright 2013