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TRUE CONNECTION

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YOUR SEXUAL ENERGY IS AROUSED BY TOXICITY:

Most people’s sexual energy needs some form of toxicity to be aroused

This is due to the traumas(demonic entities) that exist within them needing to feed off more traumatic energy to continue to exist

Majority of the population’s sexual energy is intertwined with toxic low vibrational root chakra based programming

Thus they choose partners who their subconscious mind(body) know are toxic for them yet good for arousal/sex

This causes you to need pain; neglect; abuse; alcohol, drugs; just to be attracted or aroused by a person

These programs(low vibrational entities) causes you to argue with each other to build the sexual tension and arousal so that you can have low-vibrational make-up sex later

You will always choose the bad boy/bad girl to have sex with instead of the person who is actually healthy for you to be in a relationship with because they won’t be able to sexually satisfy you

They don’t have enough toxicity and trauma to satisfy your emotional needs for chaos and destruction

And the worse case scenario is that you will most likely end up creating a baby out of these low toxicity frequencies with a person who was never designed to have a family with you

Then you will look for someone healthy to create a family with yet your programming is still designed to be aroused by toxicity

So you’ll continue to have an imbalance between what you consciously(mind) desire and what you subconsciously(body) desire

There’s two paths that this leads to; the first path is the path of celibacy because you’re tired of dealing with trauma bonds and low-vibratory relationships/connection; the second path is when you just accepted that this is the way it’s going to be forever ; so you just continue to have low-vibrational sex with toxic people just to get your lust need fulfilled

The first will end up single for majority of their life wondering why they still don’t attract anyone on their frequency who is also sexually compatible

The later ends up with 18 kids from 18 baby daddies/mommies wondering why they can’t seem to find a good and healthy relationship partner

Yet there exist a third path; the path of sexual alchemy and transmutation which allows you to remove the toxicity from your sexual programming so you are no longer attracted to the toxic types

Thots;Strippers, OnlyFans Models,Promiscious Men/Women, Porn Addicts, Cheaters,Gangsters,Drug Dealers/Addicts; Murderers; Jailbirds and Hoodlums, ect will no longer arouse you

You’ll then start to be attracted to healed high-vibrational people who have done the work on themselves to also remove their traumas and toxicity

95% of humanity will no longer become attracted to you yet you’ll start to attract the 5% of people who have actually done the shadow work and sexual alchemy work to reprogram their sexual energy

You’ll finally be able to attract your Divine Lover and form a Divine Relationship

In a society where toxic relationships and trauma bonds are the established norm ; the one who purifies themselves and treats their sexual energy sacred is seen as a rebel

YOU DESERVE TO REPROGRAM YOUR SEXUAL ENERGY!!!

YOU DESERVE TO FULLY HEAL YOUR TRAUMAS!!!

YOU DESERVE TO MANIFEST A DIVINE RELATIONSHIP!!!

ALL GLORY BE TO THE MOST HIGH

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2 years ago, he left for good…

Our good, that is

2 years later, things that had to fall in place,have

Things that had to run by the wayside,did

Things that are still together

Are holding beautifully and without much effort

2 years ago, I didn’t know if I’d make it on my own

2 years later, indeed, I have!!

2 years ago, I needed reassurance that my life altering decision was the right one

Not just for me;for my kids too

2 years later, I only wonder why I waited so long

2 years ago, I wondered If I would regret ending it

2 years later, I stand firmly by my decision and I boldly proclaim:

I regret very little in this short life span I’ve lived

I have loved walking this path

Here’s to the many steps that I’ve left to take!!!

EVA SANTIAGO copyright 2015

Us Parents, We’re Weird Like That

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We hope our kids are growing

Then get sad when they do

Us parents, we’re weird like that

We hope they grow more independent

And when they take off on their own

We cry

We hope they need us less and less

Once they do, we wring our hands and pace the floor with worry

We hope our kids leave the nest

And once they do,

We’re devastated

We hope they find true love

And once they do,

We hope they won’t have too many heart breaks

We hope our kids grow up to be amazing people

And once they do

We hope they don’t forget us

Ahhh yes, parental complexity knows no bounds!

EVA SANTIAGO copyright 2015

Moments Add Up To LOVE

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Don’t worry about what comes next

Enjoy the moments as they are given you

If there is to be another

Enjoy that one and the moments after that

In this way

Moment by moments shared is how 2 grow in love

You  grow in love gradually

Moment by moment

EVA SANTIAGO copyright 2015

Moment by moment…

Eva Santiago copyright 2015

MUJER HERMOSA

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Beautiful woman that you are
How could it be that you strayed so far
How could it be you never saw
That you are a brightly lit star

Beautiful woman that you are
Why did you walk on
Why didn’t you look in the mirror
Te escondiste en la mar.

Beautiful woman, lovely is your name
You’re all what they say and so much more
Now it’s your time go on and proclaim-
“I’ve changed for the better and I’ll never be the same!”

-Eva Santiago copyright 2013

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Word Picture #13

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She sits there in the cold
A hooded head
Hair face a wrinkled map
Missing her teeth
She is far from dead

She sits there in the cold
Her tiny frame
Trying to be bold
And she has no one to hold

She sits there in the cold
Her aged eyes
Tell you no lies
Her soul she never sold

She sits there in the cold
Folding her fragile hands
In the folds of her coat
Her life story is hidden in the sands

-EVA SANTIAGO copyright 2012

365 Snap Shots of Life: Day 201

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I am so happy that now the editing phase of my new book is done! WHEW! It was not nearly as terrible as my sometimes exaggerating mind had made it out to be. In fact, I GREW from working with an editor! Thank you Amber Losson from Tate Publishing company for helping me to sharpen my writing and polish up the content 🙂

I am going to start posting some of the poems I cut out from Salsa! The Taste of Life. They didn’t make it into the first volume of this book because it would have made the book to long and more difficult to market. Yes, you read correctly, this is a first volume of I what I hope will be more in the future.  I will keep you updated on the progress of my book!

HAIR!

 

Hair! Hair! Hair!

Hair is everywhere.

It’s neither here nor there.

Those who have none, or very little, say,

“Hey! That’s not fair!”

Those who have too much say,

“Hey! I feel like such a bear.”

The curly heads cry,

“Wish mine was twig straight.”

The twig straight reply,

“Why can’t we have spirals?”

 

 

It’s all such a terrible bore,

when you have hair galore.

 

We all go on and on

about a bunch of dead cells.

We spend millions of dollars

on all manner of fancy hair products,

that never quite deliver

their sales pitch promise.

 

 

But there is one thing to be said about hair,

the more you treat it and tease it,

one day you’ll wake up to find,

your head has become quite bare.

So be kind to your locks,

treat them with care!

-Eva Santiago copyright 2012

365 Snap Shots of Life: Day 127

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I went to a get together last night and I met this young woman. It was her birthday and her appearance inspired me to write this poem in her honor. This is my “picture” of the day. I hope you are enjoying your Sunday and as you prepare for your week, be thankful for everything you have and everyone in your life 🙂

MAZE of HAIR

You peer at me through a maze of hair,
your eyes are dark, crying in despair.
You wonder if I care.
As you peek at me through your maze of hair,
your demons roar from the lion’s lair.
I know deep down,
no one in your short life has ever been fair.
You peek at me through your maze of hair,
your eyes looking at mine- a sacred stare.
Baby, I wish I could hold you.
Baby, I wish to tell you I care.
Baby, I want to soothe you-
wanna let you know I’m there.

What happened to you- I ponder and wonder,
to make you hide behind all your hair.
Your scars you wear on your face,
a cry for help from a soul in disrepair.
Your mask is your hair.
Your demons peer at me from the lion’s lair.
Our eyes connect for a moment- in a sacred stare.
Your cuts in your flesh,the slashes on your face,
you bleed out your pain,
but there’s one who’s already taken your place.
You’re numb.
You say you don’t feel anything.
You’re numb.
You say you don’t care.

But as you hide in your maze of hair,
I know you think opposite.
You hide in your maze of hair,
‘cause all inside is a big ‘ole mess,
broken to bits and in disrepair,
waiting for someone to sort out the mess.
Your demons scream from the lion’s lair,
they call out to stay away-
“Don’t you come near- don’t even dare!”
Your demons are numb.
Your demons are dumb.
They have no power.
In the dark they cower.

As you hide behind all of your hair,
the light has come,
darkness cannot mingle with light.
Light apprehends the night.
And the demons no longer fight.

Eva Santiago © 2012